11:48 AM
finally i can come online.
know what.
im pissed.
REALLY PISSED.
im so pissed.
so pissed.
so pissed.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
PISSED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what.
tuesday i intended to go out.
AND MY MOM DONT LET ME.
nevermind.!
I SHOULD GET USED TO THIS.
and you know what.?!
i asked if the six could come to my house and she said.?
NO.
TOOT.!
i was so.
i dont know.
i almost fainted.
i took a real deep breath.
slowly...
trying to calm myself down.
( if not i'll really scold her a bitch or something )
and i said..
YOU GOOD YOU GOOD.!
that sounds GAY.
seriously
but theres nothing else coming out of my mouth..
its just..
WTF.?!
i just walked off.
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO.?!
scold and scold her more.!?
whatever.
i just left.
and she was like.
amanda.
amanda.!
AMANDA.!
come over now.!
and i reluctantly went over.
and she was like.
dont show me this kind of attitude.
YEA RIGHT.
HOW NOT TO.
TELL MEEEEEEEEE.
i was like.
YEA WHATEVER.
and i left.
so pissed.
so pissed.
fine.
she dont allow me to go out.
she dont allow my friends to come over.
she dont allow me to SMS.!
she dont allow me to talk on the phone.
she dont allow me to go online.
she dont allow me to play my xbox.
TELL ME.
WHAT CAN I DO AT HOME.
FINE.
so i was pissed.
played need for speed a little.
had a freaking splitting headache.
went upstairs.
bro playing the internet he stole from the neighbour.
and i asked.
can i use msn a while.?
and he said.?
why should i let you use.?
always use msn.
blah blah blah.
i was like.
FARK.
he promised k.!!
but you also always play maple.!
i dont care.
this is my comp.
i dont want you to use msn.
FINE.
I TELL YOU.
ONE DAY YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE LUCKY ANYMORE.
IM GOING TO TELL EVERYONE.!!
AND YOU'LL LOSE YOUR INTERNET.
I ASSURE YOU THAT.
its just not fair.
HE IS ALWAYS LUCKIER THAN I AM.
and im always getting blamed..
not fair.
SERIOUSLY NOT FAIR.
I HATE MY FREAKING LIFE.!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;