;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE GURRL

AMANDA

`egg cracked 080191
`bedok norh
`modern dancer

LURVES

`biting straws (:
`my phone <3
`BOOKS
`this song(:


HATES

`YOU
`COCKROACHES
`insects.!


EXITS


# amalina
# ann chen
# chenghoong
# clement
# cheryl
# evan
# giles
# huilian
# josiah
# karen
# luqman
# nick
# pamela
# ryan
# yieyeng
# yuanling
# terence
# vivien
# xinyi
# yongsiang
# zi xiang
# mom's web
# my old blogg
# class 2e blog
# class forum

TALK YOUR TALKS




PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!


THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

CREDITS(:

`designer_ sugar-starx
x x x x x x x
`adobe photoshop CS2





I made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com

Monday, August 07, 2006

11:48 AM

finally i can come online.
know what.
im pissed.
REALLY PISSED.
im so pissed.
so pissed.
so pissed.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
PISSED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what.
tuesday i intended to go out.
AND MY MOM DONT LET ME.
nevermind.!
I SHOULD GET USED TO THIS.
and you know what.?!
i asked if the six could come to my house and she said.?
NO.
TOOT.!
i was so.
i dont know.
i almost fainted.
i took a real deep breath.
slowly...
trying to calm myself down.
( if not i'll really scold her a bitch or something )
and i said..
YOU GOOD YOU GOOD.!
that sounds GAY.
seriously
but theres nothing else coming out of my mouth..
its just..
WTF.?!
i just walked off.
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO.?!
scold and scold her more.!?
whatever.
i just left.
and she was like.
amanda.
amanda.!
AMANDA.!
come over now.!
and i reluctantly went over.
and she was like.
dont show me this kind of attitude.
YEA RIGHT.
HOW NOT TO.
TELL MEEEEEEEEE.
i was like.
YEA WHATEVER.
and i left.
so pissed.
so pissed.
fine.
she dont allow me to go out.
she dont allow my friends to come over.
she dont allow me to SMS.!
she dont allow me to talk on the phone.
she dont allow me to go online.
she dont allow me to play my xbox.
TELL ME.
WHAT CAN I DO AT HOME.
FINE.
so i was pissed.
played need for speed a little.
had a freaking splitting headache.
went upstairs.
bro playing the internet he stole from the neighbour.
and i asked.
can i use msn a while.?
and he said.?
why should i let you use.?
always use msn.
blah blah blah.
i was like.
FARK.
he promised k.!!
but you also always play maple.!
i dont care.
this is my comp.
i dont want you to use msn.
FINE.
I TELL YOU.
ONE DAY YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE LUCKY ANYMORE.
IM GOING TO TELL EVERYONE.!!
AND YOU'LL LOSE YOUR INTERNET.
I ASSURE YOU THAT.
its just not fair.
HE IS ALWAYS LUCKIER THAN I AM.
and im always getting blamed..
not fair.
SERIOUSLY NOT FAIR.
I HATE MY FREAKING LIFE.!!



Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;